Ever since I was a kid, my father would start hitting me and beating me up for even the dumbest of reasons. And lately, he's doing it more often. I never told anyone about it before but one day, I just wasn't able to hold it in. I took a picture of the latest bruise (It happened two weeks ago but the bruise is still as clear as day) and uploaded it. I expected people to react to it negatively. I wanted the world to know. But the next morning, all I say were comments like " This is the funniest shit I've ever seen" and "Lol. This made me laugh more than it should have". I didn't know why. I put the caption as "This is evidence that people I know in reality physically hurt me and it hurts so much. I can't keep it to myself anymore.". I looked through the comments and saw something that hurt me. "Sounds like you and your brother had some hot fun S&M ;) ". And to think that the person I trusted so much was actually the one to ever say this. All I know is his facebook account, his chatango account, his phone number, his country, his occupation and his workplace. No names or ages. No specifications. He was Muggy Ate, aka muggy8, an chinese animator at Voiceiyuu. He used to help me but he always makes fun of me. But this time, he crossed the line. The one time I try to tell people about the childhood nightmares that still haunt me up to this day, the one time I try to tell the world how my father beats me up( I even put up pictures of my bruises from 2 weeks ago and until now, I still have the bruises. ), all he did was make fun of me and encourage the world to do the same.
The one time I could no longer take the pain, he laughed at me.
And the world did the same.
Who I thought would help me in times of need was actually the one who made the pain worse.
I hate him.
Muggy8 is a jerk.
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